| Location | Birmingham Kingstanding |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 6/1998 |
| Date of Death | 6/1998 |
| Visitors | 9,929 since 13/02/2008 |
| Creator |
Samuel Joshua Moore xxxxxx
born 5th june 1998 xxxxx
died 5th june 1998 was 38wks gestation xxxx
born at 21.25 xxx
71b 9oz
49cm
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HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO
MY ANGEL XXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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HOLDING YOU FOREVER IN
MY HEART UNTIL I HOLD
YOU FOR AN ETERNITY IN
MY ARMS SWEETDREAMS
SAMthanking you for my speciel candles love sam x
I found out that i was pregnant and was excited
about becoming a mum again, from the start of my pregnancy
there was a lot of ups and downs and i wasnt sure that i
was going to carry samuel all the way through
as i was bad when i was carrying him early on.
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But as my pregnancy went on it got alot better and
was looking forward to seeing him i was admitted into
good hope hospital on the 3rd june they said it was due
to the amount of red blood cells i had.
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The next day was the 4th and i was sent home after being
given the all clear from the doctors, i went home and drew
my curtains shut, and its as if i knew what was going on that
something was going to happen to me, that afternoon i began
to have contractions so i left it a while as it was my 3rd baby
i knew that id be hanging round for ages for the pains to
get worse.
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eventually i gave in and got in the car to go to the hospital
on the way my belly went flat and the contractions was going
around my bump rather than normal contractions , i was still
excited though i thought about meeting my baby for so long
and eventually that time was here.
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the midwife put me into a room and said she would pop
me on to a monitor to check for the heartbeat, she put it on me
and was fiddling about with it for ages as the day before they had
found it on my left side not a sound was heard i screamed
at the midwife because i knew ,i knew that he had died.
the midwife rang my consultant and he came in at first he couldnt
work the machine to scan and after about 2hrs of being messed
he found one that he could use i sat in silence as i saw no
heartbeat on the scanning machine i felt my tears flooding down my face and nothing else mattered i went numb.
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i was to give birth to sam the next day they gave me a sleeping tablet
but that didnt work i kept singing the tune tears in heaven over and over in my head and the next day they induced me, my sister was there her friend it was a calm atmosphere i didnt want it to be sad.
when i was just about to give birth to him my sister lisa left the room as she left i could see that she was devestated by sams death as the door closed samuel was born i could see his tiny little body lifeless everything in place my perfect little boy, the midwives are so amazing she told me that the umbilical cord was wrapped around his entire body.
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when she took him away i screamed for her to bring him back i didnt want him to go, she came back with sam in a moses basket all dressed and clean i held him in my arms and in my mind i kept asking him to wake up and grip my hand he was warm and so soft.just like he was fast asleep
so peaceful.
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the priest came to bless samuel my mom,my sister,my sister in law and my sisters friend all held sam and gave him a kiss he stayed with me all night long and i dont know how i managed to sleep that night but i did he must of been with me then, i held him in my arms and just watched over him and always in my head asking him to breath,i felt so empty and alone my baby was here but there was no crying no cards no smiling just emptiness in side when it was time for sam to be taken my heart ached so much for him and i seemed to flow into another state after that day my life was shattered by him when i left the hospital that afternoon i walked down the corridor and heard the sounds of the other babies crying i didnt want to cry but i couldnt help it because the day before i walked in there pregnant and with hope of taking my boy home instead i walked out without him he was lying in the hospital without me to look after him and i loved him so much.i left the hospital without my angel no cards or gifts, no smiles,just a heavy aching heart.
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on the day of sams funeral his flowers started to arrive and i went out to look and couldnt belive how many there was for him, i had sam at home over night and gave him a little bible for his coffin a gold ring tiny braclet red rose a little letter from me photos of his brothers a gold cross, and a little villa badge.he was up stairs in the little bedroom it had lots of flowers that people had sent me in it was beautiful as people started to arrive i went down stairs and stood by the front door i seen the black cars driving slowly up the road the most sickening feeling ever came over me and i ran up stairs and sat over him and cried the men come up to shut his coffin and i said that i needed to stay to watch them we pulled up at the church and i went blank all i can remember is that my sister in law wrote a poem for sam and she couldnt read it beacuse of her tears.
it was like i was there watching but i wasnt there. when we arrived at the cemetary my head just felt so heavy like it just wanted to burst, i didnt want him to go its an amazing sorrowful feeling i wanted to hurt because he had died if i could of gave my life for him to have his i would of gave him everything i,m sorry that he had to leave us all, its hard to cope
because everything of samuels i can fit in to a tiny box thats all i have left
of him all his photos and my own memories of him inside me i will never forget ~X~X~X~X~
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i went through depression really badly after sam had died i tried to commit suicide 3 times god kept sending me back here, to look after my angels down here time does heal but it doesnt take away the nice things that you need to make you heal i need his memory everyday i think of him all day it doesnt make me mad it makes me his mom and as long as i live so will his memory,samuel has 8 brothers and sisters(4 of each) and they all know who sam is they think of him too hes part of me and part of them i,ll never forget him because his memories are etched on my heart forever without my partner and support of my mom i wouldnt be here today to write this probably somebody would be lighting candles for me
god bless you sam I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU SAM XXXXXX
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TO MY LITTLE BABY BOY
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GOD TAKES YOU AND HOLDS YOU TIGHT N
SO YOU CAN SLEEP SOFTLY IN HEAVENLY
LIGHT XXXXXXXX FOREVER XXXXXXXXXXX
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â„ â„ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMÆ›S â„ â„ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMÆ›S â„ â„
Tributes For Week Commencing 19th December 2011
A Merry Christmas To You And Your Angels.....
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....♥**♥` All
..*•*♥*•* Our
♥•**•**•♥ Angels
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Monday
â„
May the meaning of Christmas
Be deeper, its friendships stronger,
And its hopes brighter
As it comes to you this year.
Tuesday
â„
As we prepare for Christmas,
Our thoughts will be of you,
You always made our Christmas’s,
The happiest we ever knew.
Wednesday
â„
We'll try our best to celebrate
The birth of Christ our King,
But in our hearts we realise
We've lost our everything.
For Thursday
â„
At Christmas-tide the open hand
Scatters its bounty o'er sea and land,
And none are left to grieve alone,
For Love is heaven and claims its own.
Friday
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⋱ ⋮ ⋰A Christmas Wish⋱ ⋮ ⋰
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Christmas tree's begin appearing
Cards will follow on
Trimmings all around us
And we begin to have Christmas Fun
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Greetings are being sent to us
But for some its just to hard
As simple as it sounds
They cant even send a card
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A time for celebrating
To send a Christmas Cheer
But for some its time for wishing
Their Loved ones could just be near
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By Lisa Heritage
Christmas Eve
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Christmas without you here with me,
Can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
One so precious, who has your name.
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An Angel forever watching over me,
At Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
Inside my heart, you are so very near.
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There is no special present for you,
Wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
All the love you can still feel from me.
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No, Christmas time without you here,
Could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
And the memories and love, will remain.
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Christmas Day
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We are sad within our memory
And lonely, this Christmas Day,
For the ones we loved so dearly,
Have forever been called away.
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We think of them in silence,
No eye may see us weep.
But many silent tears are shed,
When others are asleep.
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â„ â„ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMÆ›S â„ â„ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMÆ›S â„ â„
...........@~@~@~@ , Season’s
....... @~@~@~@~@ , Greetings
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.......( , ~ , ~ , ~ , ~ , , ~ , ~ , ~ ,~ , ~ , ) Very Proud ~
.......(__________________________) But Sad Mum ~
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â„ â„ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMÆ›S â„ â„ MЄƦƦƳ ƇӇƦƖSƬMÆ›S â„ â„
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~R.I.P~ Angel xxxx
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..............Goodnight...Angel...............
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✰........... I Light These Candles That Shine So Bright, And Wishing You Sweet Dreams Tonight .Love N Hugs Debbie...xx..xx......✰
I MISS YOU
I thought off you with love today but that is nothing new,
I thought off you yesturday and days before that too,
I think off you in silence i often speck your name,
all i have is memories and a picture frame,
your memory is my keepsake and which i'll never part.
god has you in his keepsake i have you in my heart.
auntie lisa.xx
My angel i love you xxxxxxxxx
The day i had you was the day a piece of myself was taken too, and its hard to think that somehow ive made it here after all that i have been through, and somehow i feel selfish for being here without you.
I wish so much that you were here with me and i know that you would be keeping me on my feet like your brothers and sisters do.
I wish i rewind the 14 years and that day erased from my life, i miss you more and more and miss you so much my heart feels like its going to burst. You have made me a strong person and my life has changed so much but i will never forget you the memories of holding you and touching your tiny hands and face will stay with me all my life. If there is a perfect angel waiting for me in heaven it will be you, almost everyday i wished that god would bring me to you but i know my job is not done down here and i know that when that day does arrive that it will be you i see!!!
I just ask of god to look over you and to keep you safe until can be with you, happy birthday my special angel i love you xxxxxxxx
Memories That Last Forever
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............._\*♪*/_All
..........._\ * ♫ * /_Angel's
........._\*** ♪***/_..Are
......._\ *♫ * * ♪ * /_...Special
.......\ *o.. *♫*.. o.*./
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Memories are heartbeats
Sounding through the years
Echoes never fading
Of our smiles and our tears.
Moments that are captured
Sometimes unaware
Pictured in an album
Or a lock of hair.
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Images that linger
Deep within the mind
Bit of verse we cherished
Once upon a time.
Through the musty hallways
Of the days we knew
Ever comes the vision
Beautiful and true.
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Memories are roses
Blooming evermore
Full of fragrant sweetness
Never known before.
Life must have a meaning
Goals for which to strive
Memories are lights that burn
To keep the heart alive.
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Grace E. Easley
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♥ SEASON’S GREETINGS ღ ♥ღ SEASON’S GREETINGS ♥
...........Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
.....….Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
♥ SEASON’S GREETINGS ღ ♥ღ SEASON’S GREETINGS ♥
♥ MERRY CHRISTMAS ღ ♥ღ MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥
Tributes For Week Commencing 20th December
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............._\*♪*/_All
..........._\ * ♫ * /_Angel's
........._\*** ♪***/_..Are
......._\ *♫ * * ♪ * /_...Special
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FOR MONDAY
ღ The Golden Gates Will Open ღ
ღ All Our Love Will Then Unfold ღ
ღ Reunited With Our Angelsღ
ღ Always Forever We Will Hold ღ
FOR TUESDAY
ღ When ties of love are brokenღ
ღ And loved ones have to partღ
ღ It leaves a wound that never healsღ
ღ In an ever-aching heartღ
FOR WEDNESDAY
ღ Everyday We Love You-ღ
ღ Everyday We Cry- ღ
ღ Everyday Is Hard For Us-ღ
ღ Your The Reason Whyღ
FOR THURSDAY
ღ The hands of time keep turning.ღ
ღ The months have slipped awayღ .
ღ But for those who love you,ღ
ღ It feels like yesterdayღ
CHRISTMAS EVE
Christmas without you here with me,
Can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
One so precious, who has your name.
An Angel forever watching over me,
At Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
Inside my heart, you are so very near.
There is no special present for you,
Wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
All the love you can still feel from me.
No, Christmas time without you here,
Could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
And the memories and love, will remain.
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CHRISTMAS DAY
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BOXING DAY
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â•‘â•”â•â•£â•‘â•‘â•‘â•‘ ' â•‘â•‘â•‘â•‘
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Memories
Memories are a special house
We build inside ourselves
Where love and laughter linger,
Where all our past life dwells.
On holidays like Boxing Day
We can draw upon the store,
Reliving happy times
And feeling all that warmth once more.
Wherever we may travel,
This house is always there
To help to blend the old and new,
To build on...grow...and share.
This house can never get too full,
Just grow from floor to floor,
Because the joy of memories
Is always making more.
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DEAR FRIEND’S WISHING YOU
AND YOUR ANGEL'S
A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS
AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR
♥ MERRY CHRISTMAS ღ ♥ღ MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥
...........Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
.....….Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
♥ MERRY CHRISTMAS ღ ♥ღ MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥
i miss you
sam i think of you every day and always will for the rest of my life, i wish every day that i could have seen you open your eyes see you smile,i feel you around me all the time you may have gone but you live on in my heart and my thoughts,i hope you hear me when i talk to you,i love you with all my heart andin my heart is where you will be forever.love you auntie lisa.xxxx
☀...ჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓ...☀
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Have a good weekend...♡ ⓛⓞⓥⓔ ♡ always ~*✘*~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
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